Two jobs
Yes at the moment I'm working 2 jobs but that's only because I have a new job and I'm just finishing up my roster at the old one. I really don't know if getting a new job is a great Idea but I just couldn't handle the crap at my old work any longer I can't believe a bunch of 40 and 50 year old can act so childish not just towards me but i was so sick of hearing crap about everyone else. So left I hope this new job is better although I am a little scared because the T.A.B at the new job is a super T.A.B so there are some serious betters who expect you to get a bet on for them in 2 seconds and I'm not used to putting bets on manually.I stuffed on up yesterday but luckily the horse didn't win so i didn't get abused.
On another note I am feeling fantastic lately I really didn't know how bad I felt. I was having panic attack and I just always felt like something was wrong or I was late for something or sometimes I just didn't know. I was always feeling like my life was racing and I had no control. So in the end with the crap at work and feeling like absolute crap i want to the Dr and I have been told I have anxiety and was prescribed anti depressants. When I got home and read the pamphlet he gave me on depression and anxiety I couldn't believe how many of the symptoms I had or have had. The tablets made me feel like crap ( a hangover) for a few weeks but now I feel great.I feel so much calmer with the kids too so I am so happy.The Dr told me I should go and see a shrink but i think I will hold that off for a few years I don't want to turn into a blivering mess.
My kids are great I cant believe I have 3 great kids i am so lucky ( yes they still do naughty things ) But compared to some of the kids I see on the street or at school they are fan bloody tastic. Brielle now usually only wakes up once a night so I am so happy she can say the other kids name and I think that is so cute although i feel sorry for her when she stands at the window calling aya (isaiah) and he is at school. Aylahs teacher told me she is in the highest reading level in her class and she behaves herself all the time on the other hand Isaiah has been a little naughty talking in class all the time at but i think he just takes after his mum in that way shhh don't tell him. wow this is long are you happy now Kym lol...
take care all
posted by Kellie @ 6:40 PM
4 Comments:
About time....its been about a month...LOL
Sheesh Kellie don't wear urself thin chickie. When does the old roster finish?
Sounds like the drugs worked a treat....nahhh all jokes aside chickie, glad u feel so much betta & life is good for u...U deserve it!
How sweet does Brielle sound...calling her brother.
WTG Aylah! Great reading little chickie.
Hey kellie 1 out 3 had to take after u & like to chat ;OP
Jxx
I only have to work at my old job till the end of August so not too bad i guess.Although I am a little scared about starting again at a new place,
1 out of 3 talking like me? lol more like 3 out of 3 even brielle never shuts up and she does this funny talking thing where she pokes her tongue in and out while she babbles on. crazy chicky.
PMSL Kellie, I'm very happy now :) even happier now that I've worked out how to post a reply..lol.
So glad to hear that you are feeling much better - must be just about time for a girls night out (or in), I'll have to get my butt in to gear ;)
Love and kisses to you and your gorgeous family. Take care, Kym
Glad to hear you are doing so well now, councelling is a good thing you know, sometimes I think we all need to talk to someone!!!! Hope your new job transition goes well, but dont work yourself too hard!
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